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Father's Day

2010-06-20T01:29:00.004-04:00

There's a man, whose not my dad by blood but by heart. He's my father's brother...but more my dad than my father has ever been. He is the funniest, charming, prank-pulling and loving man I've ever known. He's the man who saved me from a life that was damaging. He's the man who drove me to soccer and softball practices, moved me in and out of college, made me lunch every day my Sophomore year of high school, dressed up as Santa to hand out gifts to us kids, attended my high school and college graduations, rallies all the street hockey and pool basketball games. The man who, on my wedding day, delivered my bouquet to me and was the first to tell me how beautiful I looked, the man who shared the father-daughter dance with me, without even hearing the song. The man who is a great father, and one day (far away!!) will be an even more amazing grandfather.

Happy Father's Day to you, Uncle Ed! I love you and wish I could be there to celebrate. Enjoy your day!

Our Wedding: The Accessories

2010-06-20T00:14:00.007-04:00

I think choosing accessories were the most difficult task for me! The headband I bought at David's Bridal the same day I bought my dress. Before my bridal consultant even placed it on my head, I was sold!

I had wanted to wear a colored pair of shoes--like a fun green or a flashy purple, but I didn't want to regret it 10 years from now, so I stuck with the traditional white bridal shoe. Which I'm thankful I did!
Unfortunately, I was unable to wear them any longer than the ceremony and formal pictures because I had been in a walking boot a month before the wedding and should have been wearing in for the wedding, I begged the DR to allow me to wear shoes for the wedding...he said heals for the ceremony flats for the reception if I planned on dancing (DID I!!). SO... I just had to purchase another pair of shoes...two days before my wedding I found these beauties!
I was pretty last minute with my veil and most of my jewelry! I had a topaz ring Steven had given to me for Christmas 2008. This was a very difficult time for us, we were living a part for the first time in years. I knew that I would wear this ring on the day of our wedding to give more meaning to the ring.
The jewelry I ordered from an amazing online store, White Store, I was afraid to order it without seeing it, but the woman I emailed back and forth with was so amazing, and reassured me!

When the earrings and bracelet arrived I was beyond happy with my choices! They were perfect for my dress and headband! I plan on wearing these pieces to a wedding next month!

And after searching and searching and searching for a veil, I didn't know if I wanted to wear one, then I knew i wanted to. I wasn't spending $100's on a veil! I ventured on to ebay (mom mother-in-law always has such luck!) and found a $12.00 veil with the exact trimming and length I wanted, free shipping. I bought it thinking if it works-great. If not, I'm fine without one!
I loved it! It got ripped on the bottom towards the end of the night when all our friends were dancing around us and it came unclasped, it was worn by Steven's friend John, it was fluffed admirably by my flower girl and clipped on by my mom and sister...now I'm so thankful I had a veil.

Up next...bridal shots?
All photo credits: K-C Photography!

Our Wedding: The dress!

2010-06-19T23:22:00.011-04:00

My mom and I visited David's Bridal one Sunday afternoon, to check out what they had. After trying on quite a few dresses...I could not for the life of me decide between THREE dresses! I'm a plus-sized girl, and to have three dresses to choose between was overwhelming! I tried on these last three at least three times each!

This is the one I chose:

My mom took a poll with my consultant, other consultants and every person within distance of us. I never found out what the favored dress was...hopefully the one I chose!

Next up...accessorises!

All photo credits: K-C Photography

Our Wedding: Morning of! Her story...

2010-06-19T22:06:00.010-04:00

Saturday night, March 27, I'm lying on the couch in the front living room at my parents house, as I've done so many times in the past. This time- the TV is turned off, my eyes will not close and there's a smile from ear to ear. I remember sleeping, and waking and sleeping and waking and sleeping and waking. Once I heard my dad come down the stairs, I knew I had about 30 minutes before my mom would be up making big breakfast. Yes, the morning of my wedding....she made a big family breakfast. Man I love her for that!

The hairdresser was coming to our house for 10:30 to begin make-up and hair on my mom, sister (Maid-of-honor) and myself. Two of my best friends who live local to my parents house came over and hung out while we relaxed and got ready.

My parents and siblings got ready at the house:

Once we were ready, we headed over to The Publick House!

All photo credits: K-C Photography

5 months...how could this be!

2009-10-23T12:03:00.006-04:00

I cannot believe that I'll be married in 5 months!

I cannot take my mind off of all the ideas I have:

Flowers:

Cake:

My wedding dress came in today also! I'm really going to start making my final decisions...I guess I have a fear of making a decision and then finding something I like better!

<3

We're Registered.

2009-10-13T14:34:00.007-04:00

It only took us for what felt like forever to register...but we did. After debating where would be best for us. We decided on Macy*s and Target....cause that's how we do.

We mostly registered for kitchen items (this is where we lack the most), new bedding, CHINA (yes...me...I registered for fucking China. Ha. Weird.)!

Here are a few of my favorite registry items:

So crazy!

<3

Ohh Grandma.

2009-09-15T13:28:00.002-04:00

A few weeks a go I had the pleasure of taking my mom and Grandma to David's Bridal. My mom was haunting me about finding a dress for her, and I was concerned about the style of dress she would choose without me being there. So off we went. We arrived at the shop and I give her three dresses that I loved and that I felt would flatter her nicely. While my mom is trying on a dress, my Grandmother and I were waiting outside the dressing room watching brides try on dresses. If you don't know my grandmother, I should tell you she has NO filter. She's giving me all her comments and critiques (yes, my grandmother who asked if she could wear jeans to my wedding...critiquing a wedding dress.) One girl came out in a STUNNING dress, so beautiful, she was a much Skinnier girl and much taller than I. My grandmother announces that I would look better in the dress because "I have more to fill it out."

Thanks Grandma.

a picture is worth a thousand words..

2009-08-28T18:14:00.003-04:00

If ever there was a picture to help me describe the feeling, look, "theme", atmosphere of my wedding........this is it. Add nice napkins and linens, some flowers, pictures and I'm in love!!! (Source: Whispering Pines)

Me..a bachelorette? Me...??

2009-08-12T15:56:00.002-04:00

Yes! I am celebrating wtih 3 of my bests on my favorite place on earth! Block Island of course!! There will be sun, fun and a drink in my hand!

We are leavin first thing tomorrow and returning Friday night! Who's the luckiest gal with the best of frieds?

Me..!

The big 30!

2009-06-08T12:41:00.004-04:00

Steven’s 30th Birthday has come and gone…without a post! I am such an awful fiancé!

With the assistance of Lynne (Steven’s mom) we planned and successfully executed a surprise 30th birthday at my apartment! Thankfully Steven and his step-dad were able to go to a baseball double header for the morning and early afternoon, it gave us a few hours to get things prepared and decorated. The weatherman was calling for alllll day rain! NO!! How was I going to fit all these people in my apartment!!! Thankfully the rain held out all day and into the late evening!!

I was able to get Steven’s friends from work…both his newer job and his past two jobs! His childhood friend, who has been to our house 3 times since the party! His family from New Hampshire, my family from Putnam and many more!!

He pulled into the driveway and we were wearing t-shirts that spelled out “Happy 30 Birthday!” His mom had this idea and it was perfect!! He was so shocked! He later told me when he was pulling up to the house it looked like the LA Lakers were standing in the driveway….next time I’ll have to rethink the color pallet. Ha-ha

Thankfully Steven’s friend Eric was here and LOVES cooking on the grill…he did the entire grill cooking for me! So very thankful for that! We had all kinds of salads, chips, sides and even chocolate peanut butter cupcakes (the birthday boys’ favorite!)

He opened his gifts and had a great laugh with his best of friends. Such a great time! People filtered in and out and his best friends stayed for a while and had a campfire and s’mores, which got rained out, so they resorted to more drinking and poker!

Overall I think it was a great day! And since I can’t post without pictures…enjoy!

The boy has a ring now!

2009-06-08T12:21:00.004-04:00

Steven and I were shopping a few weeks ago for new sneakers for PT. As we were leaving the Evergreen Walk we noticed the Ultra Diamonds store was going out of business (this location only) and they were advertising an 80% off sale!

Me...being the budget nazi that I am stated we needed to go in there. We walk in and Steven goes straight to the wedding bands...there are three that he likes, exactly what we had been talking about for a few weeks. All three are in his size too! Too good to be true I thought. I let the sleezy salesman work his magic...Steven tries on THE ring and we leave with it 10 minutes later.

Grooms wedding band--CHECK!

Here are some shots I took of it once we got home:

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Things I don't want..

2009-06-05T16:32:00.004-04:00

Why is it easier to determine what I don't want opposed to what I do want?

Me...as a child? Think so.

Ha!

You never, ever, ever have to go this bad. That's just wrong.

Steven Jason...I will kill you. Seriously. I mean it. I'm not kidding. Seriously.

obsessed!

2009-05-19T18:29:00.006-04:00

We (well...I) booked our photographer for our wedding!! I am so excited to share this with you! She does such beautiful work, is so very nice and a newlywed herself!! She specializes in fine art documentary, wedding and portrait photography.

Kim, from KC Photography Studio, is based out of Saugus, Ma and is going to travel for our wedding! Here are a few of my favorite shots...

Wedding flowers & colors

2009-05-06T12:11:00.013-04:00

With my wedding 1o months away...I should really starting thinking of all things "bride"..Right? Like, colors, centerpieces, attire, flowers. OK, I'm new at this. Let's take it one thing at a time.

Here goes nothing...

There is a fine line between country and not so country. I know that I want to stay more along the lines of not so country. We will be married and celebrate this joyous occasion in The Publick House, a Historic Inn, in Sturbridge Ma.

I am looking to create a cozy, classy, comfortable, fun, romantic night for Steven, myself and our most cherished guests. Being the month of March, there is another fine line between being to spring-like and too winter-like.

With all things considered, our main colors will be champagne & black accented with color. I am too strong of a personality to not have splashes of color, which I think might be tough with out looking too bright for spring and too pastel(this is not a baby shower!). I don't want roses, tulips, lilies, baby's breath, None of that. I want something so original, so different, so beautiful. I would like to also add a few springs of Lilly of the Valley, my aunt carried a bouquet of these for her wedding and I think it would be a nice touch!

Here are some flowers that I love, if they are in bloom during our 'season' or not, I'm not sure, I guess I'll have to do more research on their blooming season huh?
I know I want an over-sized hand held bouquet wrapped in ribbon.

Let's be straight here...I'm a big girl and one day my aunt told me one day, big accessories make you look more proportionate. A big bouquet is in order!

http://www.flowersandfinery.com
With more original, bigger flowers, I like the style of this bouquet.

theknot.com

I've always had a love of Dahlias. They are so beautiful, big and come in so many different colors! I would like to have an entire bouquet of them!!

Anemones are another one of my all time favorites. The beautiful center ads such contrast to the white petals.

http://www.stevensandson.com/cuts/tropical/orchid_dendrobium_white.htm
Simple yet gorgeous!

I would also like to incorporate succulets and peonies like these:

I'm having a hard time deciding on other flowers I like.

Later today....a cake posting!

8 Things...

2009-05-01T11:50:00.003-04:00

I'm working on a few posts....about my wedding...duh. So here's some filler:

Who doesn't love a good fill in?

8 things I'm looking forward to:
1. Corn on the cob & steak on the grill
2. Sun and lots and lots of it
3. summer vacation with my family <3
4. A few things I have up my sleeve ;) Steven..you reading this?
5. planning my wedding!
6. wearing flip flops on a regular basis
7. my jewelry to come in!
8. getting healthy

8 things I did yesterday:
1. showered
2. drove to work
3. worked
4. worked again
5. counted points
6. eat
7. drove home
8. watched "Little People Big World"

8 things I wish I could do:
1. be skinny
2. cook
3. be a photographer
4. own a home
5. see my friends who live far away more often
6. be on the beach everyday
7. sleep more
8. see my family more

8 TV shows I watch:
1. Little People Big World
2. Deadliest Catch
3. Jon and Kate Plus 8
4. Real Housewives
5. Reba
6. Still Standing
7. Family Guy
8. Any Lifetime movie

Ok...now on to more important things!

Ready for my close-up!

2009-03-18T15:01:00.005-04:00

I work in what I feel is the most beautiful place on earth. Don't believe me? Take a look:

<3

True.

2009-02-19T11:20:00.001-05:00

"At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well it may not be a castle. And it's not so important that it's happy ever after, just that it's happy right now. See once in awhile, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And once in awhile people may even take your breath away."
Grey's Anatomy - Season One

I've never watched Grey's Anatomy before, I hear the doctors are nice to look at...but I'm an ER gal. This quote sums up my day.

<3

2009-02-18T09:54:00.001-05:00

A big CONGRATS is in line for the one and only Miss Claytonnnnnn!!!! You'll finally be in the city like you've always wanted :)

Now go back to blogging on your old blog!

<3

Plans...in the making

2009-02-17T14:58:00.004-05:00

We are back to planning our wedding...we have decided to limit our guests drasttically, we're talking 50ish and we are going to have the whole wedding my parents back yard. I'm looking for simple elegance I think...here are a few pics of inspiration:
abackyardwedding.blogspot.com

Apractialwedding.blogspot.com

Theeverydaybride.blogspot.com

Senior Pics...from the err....summer. Yes, friends...I'm a slacker!

2009-02-12T10:31:00.010-05:00

Des is the little sister of my dear friend, Danielle. I've known Des for quite sometime and now we work together almost every night, I simply adore this young lady. She's so true to herself, honest {mostly brutally honest}, beautiful, smart and aspiring. When she asked me to do her Senior Pictures I was tickled pink! Here are just a few of the nearly 500 I took....

It was such a fun day we spent together...and FYI it's illegal to take pictures on the tracks!

<3

Under

2009-01-27T13:27:00.001-05:00

Construction...bare with me.

Today....is all about me

2009-01-22T10:54:00.003-05:00

I AM...excited for life.
I WANT...March 1st to be her.
I HAVE...met my soul mate.
I KEEP...wanting to make and sell my jewelry and cards {one day}.
I WISH I COULD...be a photographer
I HATE ...people who talk down to others.
I FEAR ...loosing someone I care about.
I HEAR ...chatter {it's really annoying}
I DON’T THINK ...I'll ever understand how people don't lust over chocolate!
I REGRET...nothing. Every bad thing has taught me something… and made me, me.
I LOVE ...Cold Stone Creamery...dressing nicely for work, making lists, my agenda.
I AM NOT...faking it anymore.
I DANCE...all the time...just ask Steven!
I SING … at the top of my lungs with the windows rolled down and the radio up…in the shower…at work…{read: all..the..time}
I NEVER ...thought I'd be here today.
I RARELY ...go to be before midnight and watching at least one show of my choosing
I CRY WHEN I WATCH ...just about everything. I like when good things happen to people, regardless if it's "just a movie"
I AM NOT ALWAYS...thinking of others' feelings. {Honestly, I'm working on it}
I HATE THAT ...there are orphans
I’M CONFUSED ABOUT ...why I didn't go to photography school {Seriously...biggest regret.)
I NEED ...a glass of wine!
I SHOULD ... do by budget...send hand written letters to the friends I miss dearly...work less...do something for myself...look into photography schools...post some pictures onto my blog...dream more....live better.

I love doing these types of entries...it allows me to reflect at where I am today. I wrote something similar here I challenge you all to do the same. It's fun and thought provoking!

It's a new day!

2009-01-21T09:46:00.006-05:00

I have to admit, I was really emotional during this
I'm not sure if is was because of the history we, as a country, recently made, their love for one another, how visibly proud she is of him, or because it was a beautiful moment in time.

I am so very proud of our country and look forward to the things ahead of us!

"I will always be honest with you about the challenges we face"-Barack Obama

Personally, I'm not a big of Beyonce, but she sang this song so well.

!

2009-01-08T11:50:00.000-05:00

Reasons why men should come with a warning....

I'm not making resolutions. I'm making changes in my life.

2008-12-30T10:12:00.003-05:00

Resolutions are overrated and I've never lived up to fulfilling them. I've been getting some pressure as to what myresolutions are. Stating that I'm not making resolutions this year doesn't seam to be making a difference- So here is my list of life changes:

1. Get an apartment that we can call home. Not just another crappy apartment. A home. Until we can afford a house.

2.Be more patient. Stop the foot-tapping, steering-wheel-pounding, standing-in-line huffing and puffing. Enough already. This isn't a conspiracy against me. I need to just grow up and get over myself. Likewise, to be more tolerant of people's oddities and peculiarities. 3.Love more.

4.Get more sleep.

5.Eat less crap.

6.Take less crap and stand up for myself.

7.Have more fun.

8.Be less dramatic. I think this will be the toughest of them all.

Wed3

2008-10-22T17:46:00.005-04:00

Image from Ritzy Bee
Images from Once Wed

Images from: Classic Bride

http://snippetandink.blogspot.com/ ---down the page a little to Brett & Amy's weddng....love.love.love
http://classicbride.blogspot.com/

comments

2008-10-20T13:12:00.001-04:00

SO I can't figure out why you can't comment Allison! I tried everything....any suggestions?!

<3

Update: Awesome that you can post here....but not on the one before. ugh. whatever.

Wedding Inspiration 2

2008-10-16T16:55:00.015-04:00

I really love the back of this dress, the wedding dress, not the dress closest

This dress is so beautiful and simple yet classy and elegant.

Okay...final post on this dress!

Kenley, Project Runway finalist, designed this dress...and I LOVE it!

Leanne, Project Runway WINNER, designed this dress, she's not my favorite, this is one of the few pieces I liked in her collection.

I want a real simple cake like this, no flowers I don't think.

Love these colors for a summer wedding?

I also love these colors together...

A...not so .. umm.. good update.

2008-09-24T13:35:00.004-04:00

In case you were unaware, Steven and I have changed our wedding date from September of 2009 to sometime (undecided) in 2010.

SO until we figure somethings out on our end regarding finances and bad bad bad decisions I have made over the past 5 years...I will be living with my parents and I got rid of my new car. Steven is still in the apartment. This life-adjustment is only for 6 months, when we will re-evaluate I think. I never learned how to take care of my finances, how to pay bills, save money and keep a balance in my account. SO this is what I am learning and moving on from all of this.

All I can think about is getting married and planning my wedding. I plan to post a few posts over the next day or two all revolving around weddings because I am down on myself and "Googling" all things wedding is my drug.

Things happend. I messed up. Moving on.

2008-09-15T18:05:00.004-04:00

Favorite person (outside of family): You know who you are.

Favorite food? Chocolate

Quirks about you? I never use the bathroom. I love that I wear glasses. I've worn the same bracelet on the same wrist since I was 21.

How would the person who loves you the most describe you in ten words or less? dramatic.caring.sensitive.list-making-freak.bad driver.in love.

Any regrets in life? I'm starting to live without regrets.

Favorite blog recently? You ladies! duh!

Something you cannot get enough of? Time, sleep, energy, money.

Worst job you ever had? Shopper's Guide!

What job would you pay NOT to have? Dog catcher!

If you could be a fly on the wall, where? Hmmm....that's tough!

Favorite quote right now? "Whatever the circumstances of your life, the understanding of type can make your preceptions clearer, your judgements sounder, and your life closer to your heart's desire" -Isabel Briggs Myers

Guilty pleasure? blogging & M&Ms

Got any confessions? Oh...just a few!

If you had to spend $1000 on yourself, how would you spend it? To put towards getting out of debt....so we can get married!

Favorite thing about your childhood home? ....the smells & my uncles Christmas decorations.

One thing you are bad at? My finances.

One thing you are good at? Working!

If you could change one thing about your circumstances, what? debt-free, planning our wedding!

Who would you like to meet someday? Steven's dad.

What makes you feel sexy? your mom.

Who is your real life hero? My aunt

What is the hardest part of your job? trying to get my end done while waiting on others...it's tough!

When are you most relaxed? When I am camping or with Steven (sometimes!)

What stresses you out? deadlines!!

What can you not live without? My family

Why do you blog? I started reading random blogs of all different genres, then decided I too want to document my life as I go.

Who are you tagging? Molly, Allison, LC, Chandler....whomever.

<3

Fun with my favorite pic.....

2008-09-11T12:27:00.002-04:00

Here's the deal....

2008-09-02T12:58:00.002-04:00

we (Aunty, Steven's mom and I) are going to look at possible reception sites. We have fallen in LOVE with a particular place...the bad news is....there is a tentative hold on the date and time slot we want. This place is PERFECT. I want it and I am so so so sick to my stomach.

Please keep your fingers crossed that the other couple backs out and we can write a check on Saturday.....

please.please.please. let them back out.

Labor Day

2008-08-29T14:38:00.003-04:00

I'm a big fan of traditions....Labor Day Weekend is a relatively new tradition. Steven, myself, Molly & Tape meet up at Sutton Hills for a long weekend of camping!!

Second Annual Labor Day Weekend Camping Trip!

Here's where you can find us!!

I'm quite the over-packer....I've packed the entire kitchen, bathroom, bedroom (spare linens and all). I left behind the couch, though tempted to take it, I filled it's space in the Altima with shoes and bridal magazines (go figure.)

Anyway.....off to tent-living, pubic restroom using, sweat pant wearing, hotdog roasting and smore making!

<3

Oh My CROCS!

2008-08-27T10:03:00.002-04:00

So, Y'all know how much I love my black crocks for all things....sometimes work related, camping and clean mi casa. ...ok sometimes shopping too. shh.

Anyway one of the blogs I read daily....Classy Chaos opened my eyes to a whole new world of crocks this morning.....and she has contacted the company.....and they are giving a pair away to one lucky reader. (please read: It better be me....or I might have to tap into our "Wedding Fund" for a pair of those bad boys....shhh don't tell Steven!....KIDDING!)

...go check it out & enter to win!

& I am sooooo glad y'all love my inspiration board! Here is a question for you now....should I post wedding related things here (again, please read: EVERYTHING WEDDING) or start a new wedding dedicated blog....I just worry one will not get as much attention as the other. Now accepting suggestions!

<3

Wedding Inspiration Board:

2008-08-21T14:46:00.002-04:00

My very first of many I'm sure....

A special post for a special gal!

2008-08-13T15:53:00.003-04:00

Happy Birthday Mol!!!

Wishing you the happiest of all birthdays!
24 (thanks for the assistance on your age!) things I love about Molly:

1. Your honesty
2. Your obsession with LUSH!
3. Your stories!!!
4. Our 6 years of friendship!
5. Your style!
6. Your love of animals!
7. Your crazy flavored beer!
8. Your obsession with decorating.........and redecorating!
9. Your out-look on life!
10. Your organization!
11. You'll always have a drink with me!
12. Your love and appreciation for art!
13. Your ability to always find the best in a situation!
14. You're not afraid to cry!
15. Your list-making!
16. Your ability to achieve things you set your mind on!
17. You stick up for yourself!
18. You love camping too!
19. You always know what I am thinking!
20. You're always willing to help
21. Your themed gatherings (I feel like it's been too long!)
22. Your choice in movies!
23. Your sense of humor!
24. YOU....FOR EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE!!!

I am so glad we have remained friends over the years Molly, I look forward to growing old and starting trouble in the nursing homes!!!

Enjoy today!! Expect something in the mail!!

<3

Back from Myrtle Beach....it's bitter sweet

2008-08-11T01:21:00.003-04:00

I will post a ton of pictures and a full story once I recover....but for now, here is just a preview . . .
He's an organ donor! <3

We're ENGAGED!!!!!

2008-07-28T00:17:00.013-04:00

Yes, you read that right. Steven asked me to marry him on Saturday, July 26!

Here's how it went down....

Saturday my entire family gathered at the house to celebrate Storm's 21st birthday! We had been there for a little while, the family was trickling in, wrestling in the pool and snacking. My aunt calls everyone to gather around the table to speak about Storm and to celebrate his birthday. She recommends that Steven starts, I am assuming we are going to go around in the circle so that would have made me next...I was busy thinking to myself "Self....you're going to say this then this and keep it short and sweet." Next thing I know Steven is talking about how much he loves my family and that he looks forward to being apart of it one day. He has said these things to me before so it did not take me by surprise. Until he was on one knee in front of me asking if I would "help him become a part of the family and if I would marry him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I spring out of my chair (the chair my aunt DEMANDED I sit in!) I push Steven and tell him that I cannot believe him and is he serious??? He opened the box and I started balling my eyes out I grabbed the ring before I even said YES!!! I was soo soo sooo surprised!!! I had NO idea he was going to ask me then and there!!! NO IDEA!!! My sister that I have not seen in at least 6 years was there to celebrate and we ended the night with a champagne toast! What an amazing time we had!

I still cannot believe it! I am soo sooo shocked it doesn't feel real! We called Steven's mom right after it had happened and she was choked up and could not be more happy! We called my mom right after and she was just as excited and balled haha!

back story....we had gone to the store the Saturday before and the ring was GONE! I was so devastated and whined and bitched because it was not there and I could not just go look at it whenever I wanted to! Come to find out, Steven had bought the ring with his mom 15 minutes before I met them at the store!!! He had been acting shady the past week but I just brushed it off as stress from work, but as the weekend went on he kept explaining why he was so shady!! Like when he took his nephew to Game Stop and didn't return for 1hr and 20mins!!! He was actually dropping the ring off to get sized! I didn't think anything of it! I'm so clueless!!!!

I could not be any happier at this moment in my life! Steven is the only man I would EVER want to spend the rest of my life with and I am so honored he chose me.

Here are a few pics of the day/night:
Minutes after Steven asked me to marry him!
We cannot believe it!!!
The end of the night Champagne toast!
Ellen and I, my best friend gave up Country Fest tickets to be here!!!
My family at the end of an amazing night!
#2, #1A, #1B haha
Champagne toast in our honor!!
My sister after 6 years! Me and Taylor!!

The rest of the weekend was just as amazing, Saturday night we went out and had a drink then ended the night with BK and shrieking over my engagement with my girls!! Sunday we headed out to New Hampshire to visit Steven's Grammy, we took her out the lunch and she gave us her blessing and is very happy, as are we! Steven and I then went to pick up Tyler (Steven's middle nephew) to take him to Hampton Beach and meet up with Mickey (Steven's oldest nephew). Tyler swam for a while while Steven and I looked on...the water was soo sooo soooo cold!!! We then took the boys to Brown's (best seafood place EVER!) to celebrate with them, we had lobsters and the boys had chicken haha! It was an amazing day which ended with a visit to the hospital to meet Steven's newest cousin Lainey (pics coming soon, I have to dedicate a post to her!) and lastly, our first visit to Steven's mom- we showed her the engagement video and the pictures and started talking about the WEDDING!!!!

Oh my.....is this really happening??

Thanks for letting me share our day with you and if you are reading this....WOW I can't believe you've read this long!! I'm a bit long winded!!

Love,

Nici and Steven!

As I think back on the weekend I am reminded of the two amazing days before the engagement. On Thursday I met up with Ellen and Mindy and we went to Danielle's apartment to celebrate Keegans 2nd Birthday! Once the celebrations concluded, Danielle, Jill, Mindy, Ellen and I went to have a few drinks at Coopers. We had not hung out in far too long! It was a blast singing karaoke and catching up and reminiscing per the usual. On Friday after work Candice and I met up to get pedicures, we were there for two hours chatting, catchihng up and gossiping while being pampered!

I could not have pictured a more perfect day leading up to my MOST perfect day.

back from baseball #1 & a life update...

2008-07-24T12:31:00.004-04:00

What a weekend/week of baseball preperations and events. We spent a week preparing, one day packing/traveling, one night at the seminar, two days on the baseball field, one day to recover and ....now it's back to reality. Sucks.

It really really sucks to be back at work....I'm not a fan anymore....haven't been for a while. Too much drama, gossip and headaches. I want to make a difference in the world through my work .... and I'm not make any differences here and I hate that feeling. I want a job that I look forward to going into work....and I don't have that here...not for a very long time. I know I'll find drama, gossip and headaches everywhere (I'm from an all women's college.....I'm familiar with those three things), but if I were making a difference, I would be able to handle those things.

"Boston Bound" is still up in the air, Steven has had a few interviews and a recent offer here in CT, I'm more partial to the job in CT because of the salary consistancy and oppertunity to get our heads above water to better prepare us for Boston. He has an interview with Yahoo in Boston next Wednesday, so pending a few things...we'll see. I'm starting to look again in both CT and Boston. Not sure what I want to do or where I want to be.

Katy is back in Manchester as of last night. This is an added stress back into our lives and the lives of those we love dearly. I hope she gets all the help and guidance she needs and that she can get her life on track for the first time. Please please please.

Random....I haven't posted in a while due to being away for baseball. We leave again on the 3rd of August for baseball #2 I will drive back with Lynne (Steven's mom) on the 5th to catch a plane on the 6th at 6:45 a.m. to MYRTLE BEACH for El's Birthday Extravaganzzzzaaaaa!!!!! We will leave the 10 to drive home! Ellen, Sarah, Jill and myself...cannot wait!!!! This should be a total total total BLAST!!! I am terrified to fly....and now I will be flying alone....I am soooooo scared.

<3

amazing...

2008-07-16T12:11:00.002-04:00

http://isthisyou.co.uk/thumb.html

Check this site out, it's mostly based out of the UK...but there is a pic from Vernon, Ct (next town over from me!). People find pictures and send them to this site to find the owner of it! Some people have actually found their pictures!! So funny!

hahaha everytime I see the picture at the top of the blog I can't stop laughing!!

<3

A Few Familly Vacation Pictures

2008-07-13T19:05:00.009-04:00

what an awesome time . . .

back to reality...

2008-07-09T17:53:00.002-04:00

Reality bites. I would much rather be on the beach playing catch, riding waves and reading my book than sitting in a air conditioned office with all the chatter. I alreaday miss the sound of the waves and the smell of the salty air in the morning. I am really going to miss family dinners and sandwiches on the beach. I am in serious depression.

Besides being back at work vacation was a amazing. Saturday-was kinda icky so we just packed up the cars, drove to the rental house, ran a few errands, unpacked, and went to the beach at night, had family dinner, played a few board games, some Wii, and ended the night with a movie!

Sunday- We headed to Charlestown Beach where we had lunch, read and swam all afternoon. It was hazy so the sun was disceiving and Steven caught a bad sunburn. We returned to the rental, everyone got changed and we headed out for dinner! The seven of us were crammed into our own little area (outcasts!) and the waitress happened to forget us a few times! After dinner more gamming commenced!

Monday- Steven left for work early in the morning :( (sorry I didn't wake up with you!) We headed off to the beach again (we are a beach loving family) were reading, wave riding, badmitton and sun bathing took place! After the beach we took a stroll through Point Judith (Block Island Ferry area....the love of my life!!!) had dinner at a local resturant (would not recomend The Wheel House Resturant). The night ended with more board games and Wii Carnival!

Tuesday- We headed to the beach again (I bet you didn't see that coming!) where it was the most PERFECT beach day ever! Storm's long-time friend Michael came to visit for the day. We sun bathed, swam, swam, swam, and read! We left the beach earlier than normal so we could make it to The Fantastic Umbrella Factory before they closed! If you have never been to the Umbrella Factory, we MUST go! It's hippie/earthy crunchy stores where they sell the most unnique jewelry-necklaces, earrings, rings, everything!, bags, tinkets, candy, insense, such different things!! Mol-you would love it! I bought two amazing necklace/earring sets and a great ring! It is relatively inexpensive too! Which is even better!! We had my favorite meal (my uncle's cheesburgers on the grill! MMMMmmmm!!!). The men headed home last night to do work all day today (Tuesday) so my auntie, Taylor and I had a girls night, we watched 27 dresses! Great movie too! We chatted a bit, then off to bed.

Tuesday- I woke up late because my cell phone died! Rushed to get ready, packed my car and headed out to work after stopping for an energy drink! So sad I had to leave, my family is stil there through Saturday, I might drive out on Friday to spend the night and go to the beach on Saturday if Steven goes with his nephews, that is what I will do! Or maybe we'll go camping up near there! We'll see!

I have TONS of beach pictures to post....they require a lot of uploading though, so bare with me....I'm still on beach time.

Allison-SO SO SO SO SO glad to hear about the good bill of health!!

<3

You can find me....

2008-07-05T02:11:00.003-04:00

here until Wednesday....a little family vacation in Charlestown, RI.

I plan to:

Read read read.
Play in the sand.
Listen to my Ipod on the beach.
Play catch.
Relax with my family <3.
Take many pictures.
Play family game night.
Shop.
Spend some much much needed time on the beach with my family!!

Hope you all have a great weekend and week!

<3

what a weekend.........

2008-07-03T13:51:00.001-04:00

Friday was my first official Friday off since I started working my new schedule...so what is a girl to do? She goes and gets an impulsive haircut....Yikes! I now have super short bangs, that require straightening every morning...tough life! Steven and I then went for some delish wings at this particular family restaurant: Where we randomly had dinner with another baseball couple...a wee bit older than us ;).

Saturday: Meaghan and Marc got married....Meaghan is Jill's older sister...Jill is a bff of Ellen who in turn makes her a friend of mine....clearly. They got married in Jamestown, RI...at a campground. It was rough to begin with, setting everything up, Ellen and I were responsible for the cake (!!!clumsy me!!!). It made it in the pieces.......there were supposed to be 3! haha!! It turned out to be a really good time and had a lot of fun dancing (I am too much of a white girl!!) and spending time with friends!!! Here are a few pics courtesy of Ellen (I left my camera at home :/)

Ellen, Collin & Jacquie

Sarah & Will

The new Mr & Mrs!

Ryan & Jill

Us with the bride!

Sunday we visited Katy in New London, we to a cute little sea side/shack outdoor eating restaurant, to the mall then Steven and I sat on the beach for a little bit!

Good weekend....busy weekend!

Allie ClayTown- So glad everything went well and that you are getting better with each day!!!

Molly- I hope you and Tape(I just can't call him Matt.) are having a fantastic time on vacation and I cannot wait to see allllll the pictures and read the on-going blog!

LC- You really need to blog more...get on that. Kthanks.

MChan- I would really like to see the PR pics and hear all about the trip...how 'bout you get on that!

Love love love!!!!!

In love & a funny sock story....

2008-06-25T12:16:00.006-04:00

In love with this...

http://www.thepostfamily.com/products/camera-poster-2

& now for my sock story...

Last night as Steven and I were going into the gym I realized that my sneaker had a sock in it from the last time I went to the gym...nasty. So, not wanting to dig out my car keys I stuffed the sock under the fin on my trunk in hopes that it would still be there when we got out. and yes, my car has a fin. Stock not an option. Steven says: "You know you are going to forget that there"
Me: "No I'm not!" in a childish whine
S: "Now you won't because I said something"
M: "True."

on my break today I went to get a beverage as I was walking back to my car guess what is still stuffed under the fin. Yes. My dirty gym sock.

Guess he knows me too well.

Favorite Foto Friday

2008-06-20T16:18:00.003-04:00

HA.

Things I find....well...

2008-06-20T09:49:00.004-04:00

unacceptable....

to wear to the gym:
-Hawaiian shirts (This is not a fucking vacation, I'm working really hard, not enjoying a cocktail with my feet in the sand. Wear a T-shirt damn it.)
-White shorts (A man was wearing white-not-casual-or-work-out-shorts. Gross)
-Jean shorts (Yeah, nothing says workout like chaffing on the inner thigh from running on the treadmill in jeans. dummy)
-Work boots (No matter how high your white socks are or how long the laces are...they should not be worn with riding the stationary bike)
-Spaghetti strap tank tops (I don't care how flat chested or skinny you are, I don't want to see your rib cage bouncing out of your skimpy tank top)

behaviors at the gym:
-Falling a sleep in the lounge chair in the pool area (Gross!)
-Being really skinny (duh)
-Watching others work out (I'm chubby and big chested; the last thing I want is for you to watch allll of this allll over the place. I work out in the back row for a reason. TURN AROUND!)
-Smiling at someone when you walk past their machine (I'm hot, sweaty, not friendly. Don't waste your smiles on me. KThanks.)
-Walking around the locker room naked (Yeah, we are all grown women, we have the same parts, but I don't need to see yours. Wear a towel!)

Really.

-3 lbs & 30 mins straight on the olyptical. Making progress.

I am considering taking spinning classes....have you ever tried this? Should I try this? Thoughts please.

and my little cousin, Chase, who is more like a brother graduates from middle school tonight. Tear. He's growing up way too fast.

<3

Sox...Red ones!!

2008-06-18T10:28:00.004-04:00

Here are a few images for Steven and my trip to Boston....

The full album can be viewed on myspace!
<3

Father's Day..

2008-06-16T16:01:00.004-04:00

A shout out to the most amazing uncle ever....who is more like a dad than an uncle! I could not ask for a better male-role model in my life and I honestly treasure our relationship. Things were rough between us for quite a few years, but we've both realized a few things and now everything is good! Thank you Uncle Ed for turning my life around and taking me in when I had no place to go. I love you.

...Father's Day was good, we watched Semi-Pro (eghh...not my favorite W.F. movie...)then we all (minus Steven) headed to VIA in Worcester for dinner. The food was good, the environment was good...the conversation.....typical for our family. Taylor tried paying with a maxi-pad...oh man. Once we got home we opened presents...Chase and auntie bought my uncle clothes, Taylor and I bought him potted plants that I decorated with buttons...only a few casualties from the hot glue gun!

Here is one of the two pots I made....the lighting was bad and it was taken with my cell phone...so pardon the horrid image.

....then there was one more gift...from Storm....what on earth could it be? It was long box....the anticipation is killing you...isn't it! It was a damn BB/Pellet Gun!!!
...this gun to be exact! I will not tell you what he plans to use this gun for...

I hope you and your dads enjoyed the day.

<3

...Thankful Thursday

2008-06-12T14:06:00.002-04:00

Today is Thursday and after the last two weeks I am more thankful than I think I have ever been...

*I am thankful for Katy (Steven's sister) getting the help she needs and deserves.
*I am thankful for the most difficult of times making our relationship stronger and stronger.
*I am thankful for my uncle....with it being Father's Day this weekend and all.
*I am thankful for Logee's considering my revised work schedule (m-th 9-7 & Friday off!).
*I am thankful allison is going to have her surgery and spleen fixed!
*I am thankful I get to see my bubba on Saturday.
*I am thankful Molly found a job that I think she will truly enjoy.
*I am thankful a dear dear friend is back from vacation...I've been going crazy without her!
*I am thankful for the gym.....especially the pool.
*I am thankful for an old friendship re-connection (much-needed)
*Lastly I am thankful I was strong enough to get through these past couple of weeks without a few breakdowns.

My blogging has taken a back burner, which sucks but had to be done. I have been taking my picture-of-the-day everyday....but have not had good Internet service at home so they are sitting on my memory card. Life has really been turned upside down, they are starting to look up, but I always feel like at any point it could all go back to the way is was or even worse. I just wish I could solve everything and make everyone happy....I know it's not possible, but a gal can dream...can't she?! I have still been reading all your blogs!!

<3

RED SOX!!!

2008-06-04T15:53:00.002-04:00

So Steven has the most amazing mother ever, amongst being a wonderful, strong and inspiring woman with morals and values and great taste in wine and finer things in life ... she also gives the best gifts EVER!!

Check out our seats for the Red Sox game THIS Friday:

I am so going to be on TV....what am I going to wear!?!?!

ahhhh <3

#12

2008-06-04T11:49:00.003-04:00

So we went to visit Katy last night and as we were circling the parking lot looking for a space, we came acroos this...

A spot for my car place directly between a 98 Honda Accord (my old car) and a 05 Altima (Stevens current car)! So weird! I stated "This is SO my photo of the day."

<3

#11

2008-06-03T13:00:00.001-04:00

What gets me through Monday's...

<3

2008-06-02T15:42:00.002-04:00

I am - unorganized, in love & going to the RED SOX on FRIDAY!
I want - more time
I have - an amazing relationship with my family
I wish - "Boston-Bound" would happen now
I hate - having a job where I don't make a difference
I miss - the good ol days at the Path
I fear - certain things won't happen when and how I want them to
I feel - lethargic
I hear - the typical office gossip
I smell - dirt
I crave - Jolly Ranchers
I search - to know that the me I know...is the real me
I wonder - what my future has to hold
I regret - decisions I have made and things I have said
I love - the feeling of salt water on my skin as the sun dries it, sand in my toes, my camera, my friends, my family, my blog....in no particular order
I ache - just knowing the gym is calling me!
I care - too much sometimes
I always - buckle my seat belt
I believe - things happen for a reason and it could always be worse
I dance - like Elaine on Seinfeld...sometimes worse
I sing - loudly allll the time
I cry - over anything and everything....I like when good things happen to people. I'm emotional!
I don't always - think before I speak
I fight - because things have to be done my way...
I write - on my blog as a way of expressing myself and to keep me sane
I never - imagined that my life would be what it is today
I listen - to The Morning Show in the morning....it gets me going
I need - to make lists
I am happy - for my life.

.....just felt like expressing myself today.

<3

slacker.

2008-06-01T16:24:00.012-04:00

I'm a total 365 slacker. I will do better. Starting today.

#2 Come on now...how is one supposed to select a few Jelly Belly's when there is an entire section of the most amazing candy store devoted to them....geez.

#3 Too cute & growing way too fast!

#4 I ask for a photo...this is the pose I get...we are totally related.

#5 Back yard Wiffle ball....

#6 My newest sweet sweet love

#7 I have not decided if I want to take a few non-credit classes yet...I did in the fall and I didn't really love it...hmmm...

#8 Project: Eliminate hives

#9 My favorite place in the apartment-crafting/beading/scrapbook/card-making area!

#10 Coupons for my favorite store....say it aint so!

I so saw "Sex and the City" today and cried and laughed and cried some more! The movie was more than I thought it was going to be! Very impressed :)

Hope you had a great weekend

<3

Itchy, puffy, bubbly and grumpy....

2008-05-30T15:00:00.005-04:00

That's me!

So I have been meaning to blog for the past two days and to also post my pictures of the day....which I have yet to unload of my memory card. But...truth be told...I'm covered in hives...maybe poison ivy? That is spreading throughout my entire body and I am itching OOC!!! My eye is swollen shut and my cleavage (all of it) is sooooo itchy....being the classy gal that I am ... I was caught with my hand down my shirt scratching my cleavage (by the maintenance man working on the greenhouse outside of my window!!)
"S" (the maintenance man): Whoa! What's going on!?
Me: Ugh...I have hives. Sorry for that.
S: Hey, no problem, I just scratched my junk, if you would have turned around 10seconds sooner that would have been really weird.
Me: Ugh, I think I should get back to work now.
S: Yeah, I'll be here all afternoon, so you might not want to scratch towards the window for a while.
Me: Good to know.
S: Hope that clears up.
Me: Ugh, thanks.

I am not sure if I should be more freaked out about...him reference his genetials with the word 'junk' or the fact that he was scratching them outside of my window...or that he admitted it!

Weird..

Hopefully tonight or tomorrow I will being posting pics....depends on how the steroids make me feel! Plus, I think pedicures with my auntie and Tay will make things better :) Have a good weekend!!!

Oh, and there is this chick at work that I am not too fond of...never have been actually, but most recently I have come to realize how much I don't like her. Not becuase she dresses badly (it's totally acceptable for a 25 year old to wear an Aeropostal t-shirt that has glitter on it! Totally.), or because she glares at me (Whatever, the more I think you are looking at me, the less slouched I sit), or because you have bright pink streaks (which were clearly done by herself in her bathroom!), or because you wear your "I streaked my hair pink to be different...but all my friends have neon streaked hair...which makes me not really different...just stupid" hair in pigtails. If those do not alter your decision to like her or not....today she is wearing a tinkerbell t-shirt....WTF are you in Disney World? No? Disney Land? No? I didn't think so...lame-o!

<3

#1

2008-05-23T13:38:00.004-04:00

So I have not yet decided where I am going to post my pictures, I was thinking I could make them part of my Blog...thanks for the suggestions Allie Clay Town! I got my camera last night and I LOVE it! I cannot wait to use it more frequently!

Today's Picture of the day: My car + a Mac Truck = Panic Attack and a threat to the driver.

Enjoy the Holiday weekend y'all! It is supposed to be really really nice!

<3

365? Do it? or Don't do it?

2008-05-22T14:11:00.002-04:00

I wanted to start a 365 photo log, but didn't have a camera to start at the first of the year...seeing as how I am getting my new camera today, I am wondering if I should start it today?

Opinions please!

<3

Catch up...

2008-05-21T10:38:00.006-04:00

Wow, I really suck at this blogging thing...I really want to stay on top of things, but something always gets in the way....so here's the weekend wrap-up as well as a sneak peek as to what is in transit for tomorrows arrival!

Ok...Friday night was great, I left work early to cook Steven his traditional birthday dinner (Taco Salad)..it all started when we had been dating for a few months, he birthday rolled around and I was a poor college student, so I offered to cook him dinner....with no experience other than taco salad....and every year since. :) After dinner we went to Steven's parents house for dessert..mmmm angel food cakes and chocolate covered strawberries. Saturday we went to one of our favorite lunch spots in town and headed to Boston, we checked into our hotel, got settled and headed into Boston...we watched a few street shows, enjoyed a great dinner in the North End (we went to a resturant where Steven and I had one of our first dates....they suprisingly sat us at the same table ... oh memmories...I'm a sap OK!), from there we went to Steven's Birtday Suprise!- Blue Man Group. What an awesome awesome awesome show with a poorly stocked bar (I managed to find a few drinks though!) if you have not seen this show it is a MUST...I was crying from laughing soooo hard! We were wearing ponchos and had white streamers tied around our heads...Steven looked like a white, nerdy Tu-Pac. Steven was struck on the side of the head with what looked like bananna pudding/ramen noodles! It was so gross! We should all really go! On Sunday, we celebrated a belated Mother's Day with my aunt...we had brunch (which was beyond over-expensive and gross), we went shoe shopping and had pizza for dinner and celebrated Steven's bday with my family. We had a great weekend, I have a few pictures from Boston I will post soon!!! Wow, what a long and boring post!

Sunday was Joey's 2nd Birthday! Joey is Steven's youngest newphew and our Godson.

Happy 2nd Birthday to the sweetest, smartest, most loveable little boy.

This is in transit for Thursday arrival....

!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3

29 of My Favorite Things...

2008-05-15T11:29:00.004-04:00

about Steven on his 29th birthday:

1. The way he tells me how good of a "cook" I am, because he knows I try really, really hard.
2. The passion he has for life.
3. His relationship with his mother.
4. That he watches "Jon and Kate Plus 8" against his will. (I think he secretly enjoys it too!.
5. That he puts things into perspective.
6. That he cooks, and cooks well.
7. That he loves the beach, camping, bonfires and shopping!
8. That he allows me to react to bad customer service and backs me up....sometimes.
9. That he is so dedicated to baseball and everything about baseball!
10. That he's so very genuine.
11. That he's never too tired to go for Coldstone...even if we have to drive 20 minutes....and it's closed...Friendly's is always a close second ;).
12. That sometimes he wears two different socks to work.
13. That he does not have to work at being affectionate.
14. That he never complains about the house not being perfect.
15. That he cares so much about other people's feelings.
16. That he has a serious man crush on Gil!
17. That he asks my opinion in the morning on his suits/shirt/tie/shoes combo!
18. That he can't make animal noises for Joey without sounding ridiculous, but oh so adorable!
19. That when he gets together with friends,they tell the same stories, which I love.
20. That he never throws anything away.
21. That he seriously tries to solve the crimes on CSI.
22. That he is a "Gadget Guy".
23. That he loves me...well, for me. Which I know if very tough.
24. That he sincerely loves my family.
25. That he has all his baseball t-shirts since he was like 12!
26. That he is so proud of me.
27. That he's been kissing me and me only for 3+ years.
28. That he pretends I am not completely insane.
29. That he reads my blog.
. . . and one for good luck- I love that he encourages me, supports me, loves me, is my biggest fan and is always there for me.

I love you birthday boy! Happy 29th Birthday bae!

<3

My most recent obsessions . . .

2008-05-14T14:16:00.009-04:00

I have not blogged in a while...big deal. I have been window shopping on the web....what else is there to do when your comapny sucks at providing work for one to do allll day .... these are some lovely things I have come a cross...perhaps that lovely stimulus check will go to "good" use...

Can I please, please, please have this living room?:

and this kitchen:

I never wear gold because of my skin tone....but I would wear gold if I had this:

Ok I'm going to get back to work now....really I am going to make a few lists...someone has a birthday tomorrow that requires additional planning, tomorrow's post will be dedicated to the birthday boy!

Oh--Molly & Allison, I'm really enjoying this blogging/stalking/commenting activity. Thanks for amusing me!
<3

Today is just one of those days...

2008-05-08T15:21:00.002-04:00

maybe i should be productive...but I'm lacking motivation.
i love the smell of Fresh summer air and Steven getting ready in the morning (a combination of hair products, steaming linens, toothpaste and cologne...I love it).
i don’t understand why I can't seem to get it ALL done.
when i wake up in the morning I pray that it is Saturday.
i lost my willpower to try to stop eating chocolate.
life is dependent on a phone call.
my past has made me a stronger/better person.
i get annoyed when people don't just shut-up and do their jobs.
parties are an excuse to consume high volumes of booze.
cats make me sneeze, cough and cause blurry vision.
tomorrow is something else to be thakful for.
i have low tolerance for incompetence. Don't offer to do something if you aren't willing to do it RIGHT....and by right I mean my way.
i’m totally terrified of loosing someone close to me.
i wonder why I'm so think-headed and strong-willed.
never in my life have I had sushi, I am eager to try it tough!
when i’m nervous my anxiety kicks in and I start shaking my legs uncontrolably.
one time at a family gathering my biologial mom was a complete embarrasment.
take my advice: stand up for yourself, don't allow others to treat you poorly, regardless of the consiquences.
making my bed happens when we are expecting company or/and when I've just changed the bedding.
i'm almost always wishing I could photograph everyone/everything...one must obtain a camera first :(
i’m addicted to stalking my amazing friends blogs.
i want someone to come to my house and give me a pedicure weekly.

I had to have blood drawn today, the technician was horrible and everyone in the office at work are lazy, bitchy and ignorant. I've had enough for today.

Sorry I'm in a mood.

<3

Summer!

2008-05-06T14:35:00.006-04:00

This picture really makes me want summer! I love fishing with my grandparents, it's a great time to catch up with them and my grandpa takes fishing so seriously! I don't hook my own worm or touch the fish...I just cast it out then reel it in, cast it out then reel it in. Typical ADD.

I want to go fishing! (NOTE to STEVEN: not at the ass-crack of dawn!)
I also want corn on the cob, bright sunshine, cook-outs, the feeling of the wet pool deck carpeting, the fan blowing night air through the window (I feel AC is a waste of electricity...I am a big fan of box fans!), eating outside, the smell of chlorine, wiffle ball games in my parents back yard! Man I love Sweet...Sweet...Summer.

Swarovski & Favorite Foto Friday...

2008-05-02T13:12:00.005-04:00

.............This is the coversation between Steven and I regarding the ring pictured above, clearly I NEEEED it! Is it not beautiful! Long story short, we are heading over to West Hartford tonight to see this baby!
me: OMG I NEED THIS RING For the following reasons:
me:
1. I am a very good girlfriend.
2. I have really started to cook a lot more often.
3. You love me.
4. It is beautiful.
5. I don't own a single ring that fits me.
6. I LOVE IT!
7. You love me (more now then mention at #3)
8. I would wear it EVERYDAY.
me: You're not responding...should I take it as you are busy, or you are considering ordering it, or maybe you are thinking of a way to dump me. Either way, I want that ring.
Steven: LOL, no i was away from my pc. I love you more than #6 now.

Today is also Favorite Foto Friday...so here is my favorite foto:

<3

Weird...

2008-04-30T10:32:00.003-04:00

As I was driving into work this morning, my most recent book had ended so I was forced to listen to the radio, the host was talking about how weird Connecticut is. Here are just I few things I learned this morning...

-It is legal to drive with an open beer can.
-In Waterbury, CT it is illegal for any beautician to hum, whistle or sing while working on a client
-In Hartford, it is illegal for a man to kiss his wife of Sunday.
-In Connecticut, any dog with tattoos must be reported to the police. (Who on earth would tattoo a dog?!)
-In Atwoodvillle, a local ordinance prohibits people from playing Scrabble (Sorry Hasbro!) while waiting for a politician to speak.

Also, in other news...Shell Gastations had a 6.8 BILLION DOLLAR PROFIT....

Dear Greedy Bastards,

Please explain to me why I am paying $3.83 a gallon to drive to work to hardly make ends meet, while you proftit BILLLIONS and BILLIONS and BILLIONS of dollars...life is so not fair. Ok, off my soap box.

<3

Weekend Wrap-Up...

2008-04-29T14:47:00.003-04:00

What a fantastic weekend....Friday: Steven, Hillary and I went to see "Baby Mama", it was a very funny movie...but I think it is worth waiting for it to come to DVD. Saturday: Steven and I ran errands, got Steven some new specs, I finally got a pedicure with an ugly design on my big toe, went shopping and ended the day at Northworks in Worcester with the best of the best (minus a few, who were really missed!), Amazing company, Great drinks and good food! Sunday: I went to meet up with Taylor at CCSU with Ellen, we went to lunch and hung outin her dorm (wow, a co-ed dorm is waaay different from Bay Path!), Ellen and I then went shopping around Manchester, Steven cooked us dinner and then we went to get ice cream. What an amzing weekend, I honestly have the best friends anyone could ask for!!

OMG!

2008-04-29T14:11:00.008-04:00

"CSI's" Gary Dourdan was busted in Palm Springs yesterday on suspicion of possessing heroin, cocaine and ecstasy and prescription drugs. Law enforcement sources tell TMZ the actor was asleep in his car at 5:21 AM when they approached the vehicle and made the bust.

We're told Dourdan was taken to Palm Springs jail where he posted $5,000 and bailed out.

Story developing ...

Oh my! The love of my life...well after Nick Stockes that is!

Crazy week-update and Favorite Fhoto Friday

2008-04-25T11:16:00.008-04:00

So these past two weeks have been INSANE! I have been crazy busy at work (lame), Steven has a very important meeting on Monday (yikes! yikes!), I have been to see circus du soleil and the Music Man, , a 50 year tribute featuring Shirley Jones (Mrs. Partridge!) and her son Patrick Cassidy! what else...Steven and I had date night, we went to Mystic Aquarium with Parker, Meredith, their baby Ella, and our godson Joey, what an awesome day! We've just been soo crazy busy!

Tomorrow we are meeting a group of #1's for dinner in Worcester! Cannot wait! ...I'm sure there will be tons of pictures to come!

....Favorite Fhoto Friday...

I cannot wait to start camping again!

<3

Wordless Wednesday...

2008-04-16T21:20:00.001-04:00

The most amazing family I could have ever asked for...

Foto Friday...

2008-04-11T14:42:00.000-04:00

Just when you think it is finally warming up...they mention the terrible "S" word.....Snow. GAG! Who on earth wants snow! NOT ME. We visited Florida, a X-Mas gift from Steven's parents, in the end of January...it was my first time going to Disney & Sea World! I feel in LOVE! I want to live in Cinderella's castle! Anyway, I am having severe withdrawls...so I figured "Photo Friday" would be a great way to A. Share my awesome pics and B. Tend to my withdrawls....here they are: just a few...I will add more this weekend...

Oh...Pleasure Island!

Shamu's...(is that right?!?) Am I a great photographer or what?! ;)

Me & Steven in the dolphin viewing tank at Sea World

Me & Steven at Epcot!

....<3

Thankful Thursday ...

2008-04-03T15:26:00.000-04:00

Man....Thursday already! Thankful for that....that's for sure!

I am thankful for:

My healthy, loving, beautiful family.
Steven.
The amazing friendships that have lasted for years
An amazing and inspiring stranger getting new lungs! (I have followed their story for quite some time and have fallen in love with them! Nate & Tricia have a relationship stronger than anything and little Gweyn is growing so well!....Warning: A tear-jerking, heart-warming story...must read!)
My employer being on The Martha Stewart Show tomorrow .... which means work should go by quickly...a quick Friday? I'll take it!

I am thankful for so much more...but today....this is on the top of my list.

.....

My Latest Obsession....

2008-03-25T13:45:00.000-04:00

WICKED! Steven's sister, Katy, and myself recieved tickets to see Wicked in Hartford from Steven's mom for my birthday and Chrtistmas for her. It was one of the most amazing shows I have ever seen and I've seen quite a few! Well I was so obsessed with it and would not stop talking about it that Steven's aunt bought me the soundtrack for Christmas!! Thank you!!! Since then I have not taken it out the cd player in my car for more than a week! I am OBSESSED!! I especially love singing "Popular" on the top of my lungs.....only in the car though. Steven is not a big fan of the soundtrack ....or my singing ... but I make him listen! He attempted to throw it out the window this past weekend! Geez!

I really need to post more often....that is a new goal!

Thankful Thursday!

2008-03-13T15:47:00.000-04:00

Thankful...me? YOU BET! I really do have so much to be thankful for...here are a few things I am beyond thankful for....

My most amazing, supportive and beautiful family...I would not be who I am today if they had not so willingly taken me into their home, treated me like their own, teaching me right from wrong, instilling confidence in me and giving me the love I never ever knew I could feel.
My soulmate. What can I possibly say about Steven, he truly is my gift for God. He taught me how to trust, love, take risks and LIVE. He is someone who, with my families approval, I have decided to spend the rest of my life with him...through the good and the bad.
My dear dear friends. I moved to a new town my Junior year of high scool and made friends slowly....I do not maintain a single relationship, on a regular basis, from high school. My real friends were made at Stop&Shop....I could not and would not replace these friends for anything. They are my rock. My BPC Gals, are too irreplaceable, I cannot begin to explain the bond I have with these ladies. We have grown together and continue to....from galas, to first dates, moving-in together, puppy-getting, engagements, wedding and talks of babies (yay Em!). It's scary to care for people as much as I care for my friends.
My job. Sometimes I am not a fan of certain persons...but I do like my jon, I am beyond thankful for the experiences I am getting and for them hiring someone right out of college.
For finally being me! Now that I know who I am for sure after many years of questioning myself....I have a tendency to speak my mind, be loud, expressive, creative, knowledgeable, trustworthy and emotional.
My Cape Cod bracelet & Pear collection....not that I am materialistic by any means, but I am very very tankful that my honey loves me enough to spoil me and spend his hard earned money on me.

......I'm one lucky gal.

A little of this....A little of that....

2008-03-06T10:41:00.000-05:00

I am trying to find ways to save money...so any tips and clues would be amazing :) I am recycling cans and bottles....and considering cashing them in, I know it is not a lot of cash back, but it is at least a little change back since I have already paid it. But whatever. In an attempt to "Go Green" I think this might help a little for that too as well as using our green shopping bags no matter what store we are in. I have been trying to use coupons and organize my life. I have considered getting a second job, Steven is strongly against it and has his male ego kicking into high gear and feels he can take care of it. Damn him for being so strong willed...I want to be able to "take care of it" too.

That wasn't too much of a lighter note....so here are my goals for 2008...a little late!

Join Bally's
Recycle/Return cans and bottles
Use coupons
Plan weekly meals and shop accordingly
Clutter-free my home
Find a new apartment....bah.
Find a new job....bah.
Organize my and Steven's lives
Re-do our office space to be more conducive to our lives
BLOG!

Some of these things are already completed, some are in the works....some will take more time than others and I am learning to be "Ok" with that.

...

Canon...Oh Canon...

2008-03-03T15:23:00.000-05:00

Here's the deal...my Canon camera broke quite some time ago...so I sent it to get fixed...not having the extra couple of hundred dollars to fix it, Canon sent the camera back to me :( Sad..I know. Yesterday Steven and I were picking up around the outside of the house and chopping ice and such, when out of the blue Steven comes to the back of the house with a FedEx box...What?! Canon sent me a new camera?! What?!? Yeah...not exactly...they sent me someone else's broken camera. Sweet, not one but two broken cameras...one not belonging to me. Had this camera worked, been better than mine .... I might have been tempted to keep it ... but no such luck. I'm going to call Canon tonight and see what to do with it! That second camera sat on my front porch....under a salting bucket for 2 months! wtf. I'll keep you posted.

Some strangers' broken camera....

MY broken camera....